todae is a relaxing day for me..
i didnt go to school..kwang3
going out later..
yeah going to dye my hair..
mum.dad wen to johor last nite bought for bubble gum
bought some dvd..
so todae im occupied with those dvd marathon
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im abit nervous to see my result for tommorrow
wish me all the best..
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sat and sun taunt at my kasen house lah sey..WohOO!!
karaoke lah wat else..
hopefully mama allows it..
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im going to batam on the 17 to 20 nov to do
some service-learning..
we are going to bethesda orphanage
im in charge of the game..
hopefully the kids there enjoy it
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tc

long since i wrote

Hey..IM BACK!!!!
it has been so long since i wrote and updatye my blog!!
im sure missing typing...hahha..
well, its HARI RAYA..!!
yeah..!!! duit raya of coz..
2moro is my last paper..YEAh!! POA..its a sure and gurantee fail..
hope i pass 3 subjects..so i can move on to sec 4..
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Fadhal came to my house juz now..around 3:10p.m
all his frens are guys!!
malu nye i..
3 ekor je aku kenal..lagi 4 ekor anak sape lah tu..
it have been a very bored day for me..
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wish he had called or msg..

it has been a while seen a last post n update..
yeah..EOY coming!! damn scared..study,study,study!!
ive try my best to work less day as i want to concentrate more on my studies..hopefully pass everything
yeah..i did my chemistry test juz now..i have been failing that subject since semester one and yuh..now..
but i tried my best and studied for it..i can assure myself that i can get a very good marks..or maybe full marks..
i have start my revision..so hope for the best for me..
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teachers day are coming..bought stuff for teachers..
the class are planning to have a party..
is it necessary to buy a brownie?
i am really concern as im a person who earn money and didnt receive money from parents.
not saying that im stingy or wat..but because high inflation cost really make the family suffer more.
i have to save money coz i have to buy my stuff like shampoo or yuh..pad..my ezlink..xtra pocket money
and further more..HARI RAYA is coming..of coz i must save money...and im sure some other ppl are also like that.
well..welcome to singapore hajar!! ppl can voice out lah dey..
must get pissed off and not layan me after we tell u our opinion?
seriously..get a life..
ur life is easy coz u ask ur parents for money..u did not earn it..
to someone who earn money..it is really something to consider..
for the second time...UNDERSTAND AND BE CONSIDERATE TO ppl!!

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i really have to consider who is worth to be a friend to me..

...Zzz..

i didnt mean it to end up like this..

i just do what i felt was right..

maybe i mess up everything

but i need u to understand that i have

run out of patience for u..

how many times have u made me pissed off..?

COUNTLESS.. have i ever brought up those problems?

NO..!!

i expect atleast a respect for a fren..

u can atleast think of ur own frens precious time...

i dun really mean it to be this way..

but i just did what i felt right

and i think its not wrong of me doing that.

i hope u think through bout it and may want to consider bout it again..

sorry is not enough to heal a broken heart.

kfc members

kfc members

boring lah today..

well, today didnt go to sch..
sort of sick..well late also..

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gosh!! common test is like one more week...

im not prepared yet..

todae werking..ahh!! tired..

today sooo frustrated!! so many ppl called me..

relax man..im still alive!!

i really wish dat todae i cn rest..

looks like no!!

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i hope dat my worries is soon be gone..

recently i juz pick up on a habit to read english books..

hope i can pass my english wit flying colours!!

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sometimes things doesnt meant to be wat u wanted it to be..

sometimes u may end up confusing urself

and if u are unlucky u may be in a state that may be dangerous

keep clear or everything dat is in ur mind..

dun stress up urself and be sure dat turning urself to god sometimes help..

but be reminded dun completely give in everything to god..

ensure dat u do ur part as the follower..

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EVENT: 4PM

4PM 'REFLECTIONS'



ME WITH IMRAN THE MAGICIAN..[ SWEET RITE..!!] :D


OUR GROUP WITH OUR NEW FRENZ FROM 4PM..


WE WERE LUCKY CAUSE IT WAS A NATIONAL EVENT..AND WE GOT TO SEE PM LEE..!!


US AGAIN..WIT IMRAN

ME, CLARISSA AND FAEZAH ENJOYING THE WHOLE SERVICE LEARNING PROJECT..

SWIT HAJAR AND ME AFTER MAKAN..!!


SERVICE LEARNING WAS FUN..!!



LOVE 4PM!!



want to do it again..

few updates!

lately i sat for my 1 star test..its a point hundred and the passing mark is 90..i gt 87..
so i failed the test..quite sad bout it..
well..i was cheer up with DANIEL coming back in spore!!
he was here from last week..he went back yesterday...
luckily i got to spent time and have a long chat with him..
he is coming back again only after the MOE approved is registration..
he was planning to study here..taking the culinary course..
yup2 was happy bout that..!!

ouh k..


LOVE,
FIQAH :D

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today was a bore..
did nothing not even hw..
wen to bedok..make new specs..red colour..80 bucks..
haizzz..money fly..
bored..bored..bored...bored..bored..bored..bored...
view ppl frenster..stop it sey..
mount k all the way..
its over..memories is memories bt there's a limit to everything..
some ppl like me are not that fortunate to go there..
so also think bout ppl who are not dat fortunate..think bout their feelings..
obviously envy you..!! but wen you guys kept talking bout it..it became IRRITATING!
bla...bla..bla....
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bro was damn noisy today..ATTENTION SEEKER!
cry..cry..cry...cry...thats all he knows..
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on the phone wit hajaa..long conversation..
frm one topic to one topic..
from our outing plans to end year exams...
ohh..sure do...
we are worried for our results..
gonna chong like hell next semester...kns..
it was fun talking on the phone like old days..except that we miss out something...
someone..someone who i thinks has shown her real colours...
someone who doesnt appreciate frens..
someone who forget frens..
i strongly believe that every obstacles and arguement in a friendship or a relationship makes
a relationship even better...
i also strongly believe in karma..
let just see what happens..
i can just wish her all the best...she is happy with present condition..then its up to her..
frankly speaking..i prefer the old days..thats the best...
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here's tommorrow plan..morning go for breakfast..den go watch movie..kungfu panda
wit my family...yahoo..!! :DD superr..!! :)


LOVE,
FIQAH :D

feeling...confused..??

I never understand him..im like sooo totally confused..!!
i kept thinking bout this matter...
i will feel kind of like "heart gonna jump out" wen i see him..
he's kinda cute..gentleman..i think every girls dream..
I JUST DUN UNDERSTAND HIM!!!
hugging me like...grrr..!!!! im so mad..!!
first was asking me out to a movie..
den..it was hugging me..
den u said im ur darling n she was like ur sister..
she was damn upset..
are we like fighting over a guy now?
den..u said malay gerls are beautiful but u only look at me n see me..
u said watever u do was becoz of me..damn it i feel soooo like shit..!! wen u said dat..
grrrrr......!!! dun understand u..!! i just need ur answer...are we ok..??

totally mad and confused..!!! oh gosh

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lots of homework to be done..bt just cant get any started coz i dun feel like doing it..well..have to get teady for school re-open...holidays is superrrrr boringggg!! recently just bought a novel, ayat2 cinta..okay lah..more to religion kind of thing..so totally opposite of me..bt atleast new arab words can be learn from it..nt finish reading it yet..

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cool..everything is ok with hajar now..

seems like nothing else to talk about..

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LOVE,

FIQAH :D

PHEWW..11

GOSH..!!!

today is soooooooo super duper tired..!!!
i worked yesterday 4-11..today 4-11..2moro 2-11 fri n sat..off
sun..DIE..!!! 12-11..nxt wk..guess wt..mon..full shift 8am-10 pm..
yup2..soooo tired...wt to do..


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recently results..!!! YIPEE!!
pass all..
for EMB3 [ english, maths n best 3 subjects] i gt 18 pts.. L[ sumthing2 ] R[ sumthing2 ] 10 pts..
dats worth for all effort..
guess so..
dis is to prove my parents working does nt effect ur studies...!!


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shyqin is nuts..!! she's the best sister bt she's nt worth to be friends with..
no wonder she have no friends in school..
biler senang die lupe kau..biler susah die cari kau
forget it..
she want to borrow 100 bucks frm me..for some reasons..
k lah..

forget bout it..



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love

FiQaH :D

pics..[ actually dah lamer nk post..bt 4get]

GOH.. FOUNDERS DAY
PICS TAKEN WEN ME, FATIN N HAJAA TOOK NEO

US...AGAIN
NAT AT FOOD FROM THE HEARTS...[ IM DOING CHARITY OK..!! :P ]

ADEK ACT CUTE..!! HAHA

life was great

well...nothing much today..
didnt went to sch today..nt dat i overslept..bt im lazy..
yeah.went out wit bro to bedok..
bought new shoes..some accesories..
oh.bought shampoo n deodarant for bro..
treat myself a van hounten chocolates..!! yum2..
treat bro to kfc since he want to eat there..bt i wish we had went to banquet
bought blusher..nail buffer..and YES.. new wallet

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KFC dinner coming..!!
dats the reason for the shoppings at bedok...
im still trying to figure out wat to wear..bt its ok..we do another shopping soon..[just dun overspent]
well still waiting for boyang to call and ask to go for the dinner together [ cross-fingures]

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mum was sooooo nice today..super nice..!!
she let me used the com for as long as i want..
recently she bought for me mp4 and psp[ well..we shared dat]
bt still hoping a new phone..dad said 2-3 days more...hope its really soon..!!


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well..most of u guys noe dat im quiting cd..
hmm..
my last day of parade was a memorable one..
cd won...

1st lower sec drill
1st upper sec drill
best commander, lower sec
best commander, upper sec
CHAMPIONSHIP TROPHY..!!
im proud of u guys...



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well i think dats all..



love,
FiQaH [ mrs Boyang] :D

Its NervE cRacKing..!!!

well peeps..
results is 2moro gd luck..!! :DD
well..todae i worked for 9 hours..sure do..im exhausted..HOOO...!! :O
well todaE at work..i rock the world..and as usual they roll it..
Guys..!! loVe u guys Lots..!! u guys cheer up my daY..!!well..u guys admit it..
here's wat they saId " afiqah..wats wrong ah?? todae so crazY..bt if she dun hav very quiet ah.."
i noe dat..my frenz always said dat..its a bore w/o me..
i watched speed racer last thursday wit ehem2..My dear Lah..!! syG KAMU..!!
well guess dats all...

juz worried for my results..prepare to fail n pass..its sooo OBVIOUS..!!

..Hmm.....

guess dats all...

oh yeah..last bt not least..Me want boyang..!! mrs boyang..!! syg kamu..!!

love,

FiQaH..

HaVinG fuN..!!

Woot..!!

me having so much FUN juz nw..!!

Gt kenduri at home..

40 days...

Saw All my SyG..!!!YEah FUN..!!

Thurs goin out wit my syg..!! we gonna hv FuN dear...!!

WELL.. i thiNk dats All..

ouh Yeah..!! 2moro is ml p 2 n math p2..

gd luck peeps..!!

Love, FiqaH...

sigh... :(

hmm...

kk...im at home nw...goin to work later....
well, cca has stand down due to mid yr exam..ITS COMIN..!!!
im scared..not prepared yet...well, i tink i shud nt spend lots of my time on e net...
recently..i received my a math test n social studies paper back...i scored 18/20 for a math..bt did very bad for ss
test..which i juz scored 2/10..i noe..i didnt studied for e ss test...i hate e teacher
i juz cant hear her voice..i told her she speak softly...bt she said it was me hu talked..
bt i dint..!! alot ppl dun like her lah...f***k off lah..!! ENGLISH was damn borin...
i hate mrs quek..luckily mr chiang was e one huh teaches us nw...he teach damn good lah..i understand...
lots of tips he gave...n he teaches us history..bt i prefer him teaches us english...


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hmmm..part 2...

well, i quarelled wit hajar...she lied to me twice..
k..juz 4get it ah..if she tinks im her bestfren she wouldnt lie to me at e 1st place..
i was lucky to have frenz like myra, faezah, fatin n e rest..hu understand me n comfort me..
tnx guys..esp..shak..

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hmm...part 3..

at my work place..there is dis new guy name firdaus..he's 24...i neva like talk to him lah.den he juz came
n said dat i hv a nice specs..well, me juz say tnx...blueekzz..he's nt my taste..bt seriously toking...
chinese guys are cute..!!esp. those hu frm china...mata sepet..i like...FU lEI..!! dis guy is damn cute esp wen he smile..!!
hurhur..

afiqah blushing..!!


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i tink dats all...



lots of love..

AfiQAh.. :)

me again..duh..

Love is patient and is kind

Love is not jaolous or boastful

its not arrogant or rude

Love bears all things

Believes all things

hopes all things

endures all things..

Love never fails..

1 corithians 13:4-8

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Take each day one at a time..

Do not look back

and grieve over the past

for it is gone..

do not be troubled

about the future,

for it has yet to come..

live in the present

and make it so beautiful

that it will be worth

remembering...

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hope this is something for ppl who are worrying..

and for those who is troubled in their relationships...

may God bless all of you...

lots of love

FiQaH...

tc

well, me again

.....

well, went to sch today..told hajaa bout dis new guy i get to noe which is cute...
hajaa bet wit me..she give 2 month n e half..bet if i fall in love wit him..obviously NO..
coz i dun even like him...plz lah hajaa..grow up lol..!!
did poa test juz now..gosh..i dun noe how to do it..im not dat sure bout it..im like a stupid idiot..cant balance it..
i tried to find e capital..like we usually do..bt end up e have to find ownets equity..no wonder lah..
ble mati sey tadi uat test...yesterday did my very 1st Additional maths test..well..so far i did the test i have no problem wit it...i think its easy...i mean..quite lah..no problem wit e paper..i can finish e paper..

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today is impression 9...
well i wish to go bt e ticket was so expensive..!!!
my bro went..HHAH..!! i wanna go..like most ppl go..
nvm..sabar..sumthing is better den dat thing..[hope so..]
tkpe lah kalo tk dpt gi..bkn rezeki aku...


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upset bout wat bestie tell me..
hope she learn frm her mistake...
she noe wat she did wrong n its a sin..
well i dun wnt to mention her name...
she told me she really regret it n scared bcoz it is a sin n also scared she is pregnant..
she have sex 2 times already..bt i didnt hav e time to us her wit who..
hope it is not someone i noe...
if it is i will kill e person...jk..jk..not to dat extend lar..




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dats all...
tc
love,

FiQaH

haaii....gosh..!!

BORING..!!! :O

im at e 'BENGKEL PENULISAN KREATIF'...GosH damn boRinG..!!!

it was supposed to start at 230 pm..bt end up at 3...waiting 4 some irresponsible people...

goddamnit...!!boring habis lah sey...

wen e lecture start..my head was going low low low..,!!!

actually it is good lah...

ader faedah nyer...n e best thing is i go for FREE..!!

myra..!!u should go man..u are juz wasting u're money dear...

k 4get bout it...

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HER...

i was wit hajaa in e canteen juz now...[ well, aftr sch..]

ngh makan burger..[yum yum..!!]

she was wit them...

she kept looking at us...

deh she lambai at us wit her act kiut smile..

i was like watever..

den aftr they all went to dun noe where..

she was alone, she came to us bt we walk away..

she paisey..!!LOL...

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WAt else..let me think about sumthing to blog...

tc

FiQaH

ツ...Hmmm...

SICK...

hurhur...im sick yesterday, todae n e day b4 yesterdae....hurhur..sad sey...

get mc...n didnt go to sch...

once i came to sch i miss alot of thing sey...

1st was poa...den a math test...chem lesson[ todae gt test sey..n i dun noe anithing..]

ss lesson..[nxt wk got test..?!! damn it lah..]

biology lesson...i was like wat e heck..?! i dun noe a single thing sey..

e math was a new topic which was explain yesterdae..hurhur.. :( i dun noe lah sey..so stress...

still not feeling well n was not able to do GOH [ guard-of-honour] training...

HAhaI..!!! so StrEss...sakit salah..tk sakit salah...

dunia-dunia...sabar jer lah....

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GOSSIPS...

nadia told me dat myra told her i like alif...it was old story sey...

nadia told me dat her reaction was huh..??

den myra told her dat tkde pe2..kau uat tk dngar je

hurhur :( Sakit hati sey....

myra tk mau ah gini...aku tak der hutang ngn kau sey....

aku tk marah kau biler kau suke mintak2 makanan aku...kau nk org ikut rentak kau...

bt 4 once lah sey..jgn uat criter atau ungkit...me tk suker sey...

hope u understand... ツ

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Lots of lUrve...

ツツツツ FiQAH ツツツツ

mE LuRvEs ALL mY PicS..!!!






normaL sChoOl gerlz...


HAJAA-MEE

MAGAZINES COVER...!!!
1st try



2nd try..




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......................and so many tries.........



.....UPDATING.......

DONE..!!!

Love,
<3>

SeC 3 CamP...ClaSs 3D..

MuaKzz..

WooT..!!

yeaH.. bAck Frm caMp...
CAmp Was VERY FUN.>!!
LotS To Say ActuAlLi..
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i Felt BETRAYED
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gerlz at dis age..obviously is not fully mature..
we will do stupid things w/o even thinking..
bt sure do we realise our mistake..
fren of mine..noe dat me n some other frenz steal frm e sch bkshop...
she go n tell e stupid level coordinater..
she's my best fren...how could she..?? [juz for e name..?? or maybe FAME..??]
1st thing is dat she promised nt to tell anione 2nd thing is lied to hajar...
she lost all e trust i had for her..!!!
i cn be fren to her again..bt to trust her is a big NO NO..!!
for GOD sake..stop iT..!!pls dun act innocent...not as if u've neva done any mistake..
look..atleast...im honest..!! i neve copy ans 4 hazmat test..!!
look at urself b4 u do anithing..!!
are u dat perfect..??
i can accept it only if u're dat perfect..!! BT U'RE NOT..!!

shOwiNg LurVe..!!

im back..!!!

after long time tak update...

school is okae...[ i think...]

my result...okae lah..bt class test..ooOO!!

anyak fail jugak...

my kekasih will leave frm march n 4eva...

im so sad..!!!

friends...

frenz..everything is fine...syg smua my frenz...

i syg hajar,myra, fizah, sannah,shyqin,ain,wen bin. fadhal, lim liang,

syahril, shubz, abu...

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my work is okae...

bt sumtimes get tired in class...[bt i'll try my best to be awake..!!!]

chinese new yr is like hell..!!!im working straight days..!!! wed.thurs,fri,sat,sun,mon,wed,thu,sat,sun...

straight kn...

mati aku...

last pay was abit little bcoz..ponteng..!!!

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dun noe wat else to write...

i think dats it..

take care..coz fiqah luv eu...

yeaH...Me bAcK agaIn..!! i ThiNk IvE nt Been WrittInG 4 quite sumtime..

FiRstLy..HAPPY NEW YEAR..!! [eventhough its abit late]

yeaH...i juz wanna tell things dat happened lately..

im ok lah.

bt i juz dun like dis gerl hu work wit me..she's trying to drop my waterface on dat spot jugak sak..!!

aku sabar jer..

alot happened lar...

she's e person dat i cnnot trust..!!

she look down on NA n NT ppL..

well..u dun like e fact im NORMAL ACADEMIC..,.so let me tell u ...FUCK OFF LAH BITCH..!!

acTing so smart..

i juz cnnot put wat she does in words..

ALOT LAH..!! seCreT BEtwEeN me,wani,shyqin n diana..

u noe wat..if u realise it i will tell u dat..
.................evil of me to do dat....

bt im okay...

wat about skUl...??

skul starts..my first ever hw..COMpoSitIon..!!...

hate It..!!!

PATHETIC..!!!