Who I Want to Meet:

An angel sent just for me...
Someone to share problems, happiness, everything with... One who will change me for the better... Someone i'm afraid to be around with... Someone like ...lips of an angel, eyes representing the stars, heart purer than anything else... Voice that soothes, smile that melts...I love you... Like the flower loves the sun... I'll protect you, like the thorns of the rose... I need you, more than i'd need myself...It's real, i promise... Trust me...

another dae...another post...

on...
05/10/2007
im havin alot of FUN wit my BESTIES!! [hajar, myra, peah, nurul, shark..]
haha..the best part is the true or dare game..haha..neva imagine we did dat..!! shark was choosing dare..so she had to take the construction worker boot and hide it behind the pilar..
so on and on..den it was my turn..i choose dare..they dare me to take dat boot and put it the middle of the road..i did it..bt i took it and run den i juz throw it in the middle of the road..it was DAMN FUNNY..!!! LOL..!! we r actuali cheering MYRA up coz she was upset wit the math paper we took todae..[ hey gerl, rileks ah..u studied very hard 4 it ..!!i noe u cn make it..!!i believe in u..!!Dun loSt hope okae..!!:)]

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Oh gosh...wen will u change..??
cn u stop bothering me..??i mean mayb nt u bt ur shadows does..!!
I HATE IT..!!B urself gerl..u told me dat u i change..??
Well, i was myself all dis while..ah..no use toking bout dis coz u neva listen to me..
u will regret 1 dae..

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i n hajar juz miss hangin out wit her..wen will she undrstand e situation..?? dat fucking ass gerl is a bad influence to u gerl..!! cnt u c it..?? it will lead u to sumtin dat u regret 1 dae..!!
i thiught dat dae was a wake up call to u..!! U did notin bout it..?? ur result may b beta den me..bt ur att. is worse den an animal..!! u're sumone hu forgets frens...!!! i n hajar almost cry toking bout u...i did cry bout u wit hajar...CLIMATE CHANGES BT NEVA IS HEART...PLZ B e OLD U..!!

**HEarTBrOkEn**

I felt the need to be with you forever the want for you to hold me in your arms so tight we had a great love the first time you kissed me. I couldn't have been happier for all the times you said you'd love me until like you were going to loose me but baby i'm still alive the night you said it wasn't goin to work between us.I thought my life was at end.I cried for hours a day.I saw you with other girls the pain I felt was indescribable how could you hurt me so bad why do I flinch every time I hear the name __*******_____ all the words you said all the kisses we shared all the love we made was it all just a game but it was love just the same its been a few months since. I've last spoken to you but not a day goes by that I haven't thought of you i have one last question the remaining thought on my mind which in truth is going to be followed by many others. I want to know, _*******______ was it wasted love

**HEarTBrOkEn**

I felt the need to be with you forever the want for you to hold me in your arms so tight we had a great love the first time you kissed me. I couldn't have been happier for all the times you said you'd love me until like you were going to loose me but baby i'm still alive the night you said it wasn't goin to work between us.I thought my life was at end.I cried for hours a day.I saw you with other girls the pain I felt was indescribable how could you hurt me so bad why do I flinch every time I hear the name __*******_____ all the words you said all the kisses we shared all the love we made was it all just a game but it was love just the same its been a few months since. I've last spoken to you but not a day goes by that I haven't thought of you i have one last question the remaining thought on my mind which in truth is going to be followed by many others. I want to know, _*******______ was it wasted love

I promise

"I promise, I promise
to stay by your side."
So where are you now?
Looks like you lied.
"I promise I promise
we'll always be friends."
Another torn promise,
you ran in the end.
It wouldn't be right
to beg or to cry.
You don't have to wait
for an old friend to die.
You don't need to stay
when your heart wants to run.
you've done enough now
you loaded my gun
you opened the bottle
put the pills in my palm
and left me alone,
to wait for the calm.
"I promise to write
I promise to call."
I sat by the window
as spring turned to fall.
"I promise, I promise"
now look what you've done
in so many words
you loaded my gun.
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......so much it seems the words of Man. But as said, the world's a stage and people are but the players. Written in thought of how it would be like to have to wait for someone...to wait....and wait......in vain.