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Monday, November 12, 2007

Im sTill stuCk To e Com..!!

i promise dis willl be my last posr for today..[cross fingure..haha..]
alimost a month i work at kfc...
not bad actually..
i realised its better u work holidays time coz of more pay..
holidays u tend to work more days..therefore u get more pay...
they stert paying me frm e 29 of oct...
untill now..e 12 nov..i dun noe lah..bt until e 17 my pay will be 360...exclucluding my off day..
i mean its alot den i imagine...
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yup2...
ouhya...
dat dae i finished work...arnd 1045 pm...
outside e kfc gt few guys was like saying...'cm pernah npk jer ni pompuan..'
den they shouted..'fiqah..!!'
i was shocked..!!coz e fact is i noe none of dem...
puzzled..! actually..!! they look at me wit dat kind of face...
i dare not look..at juz walk away...
takut jugak i....
and yah..!!
work doesnt mean tiring...im not tired..most of all im having FUN!!
Duh..!! and Im In LurVE..!!
wit SomeoNe who work there too...
and there was alot of new comers..
i was about almost a month..
they are juz..2-3 days old..i thought im e youngest..
so they are recruiting more ppl..coz alot want to resign..
..PooR..pOoR kfc....
gosh its late..!! i need a SlleP..!! cath u latErr..
i guess wen im fRee..!!
BbYe..
****FiQaH****

...Juz A few UpdatEs...

u noe me best..??
ANYONE..??
Why am i like dis..??
i had dis feeling bt yet dun noe wat it is..??!!
i wnt to noe wat it is..!!
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ppL keeP LooKinG fOr me..!![ my deaR im busY..!1]
My LifE is okaY..[i guess..??!!]
bt at home feeL like loCking myselF in e room nt to come out to see mY mum..!!
theres alwaes things to fight our unhappiness amoung us...
dun noe why..
bt i guess..she hated me so much..
ader ke patut dier jeling aku...
my mum i used to noe is not like dat..and i juz miss my mum..!!
why do u hav to change..?
how i miss e old u..
and how i miss talking to u..
now..where cn i share my problem??
who noes me aniwae..
at home im juz alone..
no one notice me except for my dad....
how could u..??!!
u let me suffer dis..??
mum i miss u..!!must i be like dis forever,..??
why did u have to go..
PLZ COME BACK...
:(

wish upon e star...

I wished upon a shooting star
Falling to it's death
My wish came true
It brought me you
But only to show me
Share with me
What I can't have
I am like a star
Flickering in the night
One minute you make me feel so right
The next second I run away
Afraid of being happy
I am an angel with a broken wing
I hide it with a mask
I have so many deep wounds
I have been scared
It is not my fault
I am this way
He did it to me
He cut me so deep
So much hurt insideI
have hidden it well
But my heart has been torn
I feel like Hell
Please heal my wounds
Help me to love you
I already do
Help me to stay by your side
Before I fall to my lonely death
Just like the star that brought
me you

Saturday, November 10, 2007

FiQaH...writtInG...

miE...?? In Love agAin..??
Dis TiMe iTS 4 ReaL..!!! I juZ cNt SlEeP..alWaYs ThiNkiNg BoUt Him..!!
im Juz CraZy BouT di gUy..!! Far BettEr DeN SC..!!
i Had To MAKe a ChoIce To Forget sc..cOZ I nOE hE nEvA GoNNa BE mINe..n bTw..hE hAS sOMEoNE..!!
bUT WHY mUSt Dis gUy Hav e SamE namE as SC,..!!! LucKilY Its DiFFeREnT spellIng.!!


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CurreNtLy Im baCk frM Cahlet 4 DAES 3 NITeS FOR My CASe..cOZ IM E EXCo MEMbERS wHIcH mEAn WE gOt To SaT aNOtHER nItE...Dat LAsT dae n NiTes waS a Real fun chaleT To Me..evEn e REst SaiD sO..It waS Far BettEr Den e 3 Daes 2 NitEs Chalet...
COOL..!! FuN..!! sLeeP AniTimE u WnT..WakE uP anItIme U WnT..n Do anIthiNg U wnT..!!
i learNt To pLAy e PSP...SshH..[i Udes Not To nOe playiNg Dat...]


i gueSs datS it...


ouh Yeah.., currEntly i start woRkinG at KFC, bedoK..
Ok lAh..not bad..get To Noe DiffEreNt kinD of ppl n theIr bEhaViors..
n All niCe ppL DEre...

----FiQaH-----

Sunday, October 28, 2007

A ChAnCe...

Everytime I lay down
It feels so good for me to have you this way
The only other thing I wish I had was a chance
A chance To tell you how I feel about you
And how it feels to live without a chance
A chance To tell you I'll love you forever
Knowing that I'll never have a chance
Sometimes reality hurts
And you wonder if life's worth Living at all
Knowing no matter how much you care
You'll never have a prayer Of having what you want
At least I've been close enough
I could taste Beauty at it's best
But never a trace of a chance




Absence
~ Pablo Neruda


I have scarcely left you
when you go in me, crystalline,
or trembling,
or uneasy,
wounded by me
or overwhelmed with love,
as when your eyes
close upon the gift of life
that without cease I give you.
My love,we have found each other
thirsty and we have
drunk up all the water and the blood,
we found each other
hungryand we bit each other
as fire bites,leaving wounds in us
.But wait for me,
keep for me your sweetness.
I will give you too
a rose.

Romeo and Juliet
Act 2, Scene 2
ROMEO
But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?
It is the east, and Juliet is the sun.
Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,
Who is already sick and pale with grief,
That thou her maid art far more fair than she
:Be not her maid, since she is envious;
Her vestal livery is but sick and green
And none but fools do wear it;
cast it off.
It is my lady, O, it is my love!O,
that she knew she were!
She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that?
Her eye discourses; I will answer it.I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks:
Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven,
Having some business, do entreat her eyes
To twinkle in their spheres till they return.What if her eyes were there, they in her head?
The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars,
As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heavenWould through the airy region stream so bright
That birds would sing and think it were not night.
See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand!O, t
hat I were a glove upon that hand,
That I might touch that cheek!

JULIET

Ay me!

ROMEO
She speaks
:O, speak again, bright angel! for thou art
As glorious to this night,
being o'er my head
As is a winged messenger of heaven
Unto the white-upturned wondering eyes
Of mortals that fall back to gaze on him
When he bestrides the lazy-pacing clouds
And sails upon the bosom of the air.
JULIET
O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,And I'll no longer be a Capulet.
ROMEO
[Aside] Shall I hear more, or shall I speak at this?
JULIET
'Tis but thy name that is my enemy;
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.What's Montague?
it is nor hand, nor foot,Nor arm, nor face, nor any other part
Belonging to a man. O, be some other name!What's in a name?
that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet;
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call'd,
Retain that dear perfection which he owes
Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name,
And for that name which is no part of theeTake all myself.
~ William Shakespeare