It wasn't meant to be

In solace I cry
Leaving one for whom I'd die
Only to find the tears that fell
Venus damned me to frolick in hell
Ever after the story closed
Yet "happy" never scarred the prose
On and on, i wish again
Upon that star for my life to end
Another "I love you" gone to waste
My love for you has soiled its taste
A being that could bring much woe
Leaving nothing and nothing more
Into the dark I look for love
Never once i thought the one from above
'Angel', she cried, self-proclaimed.
Could high such pride and joy in shame
Hold me high and crumble down
Another lesson, a love, a frown
Now he's gone....