Im CraZy..!!

Im CrazY LIke Dis ChiCKeN.

HELP ME..!!

HAHA..!!

im AbiT Of CrazY tOdae..

dunnoe WhY..??

where ever i go..i was like.."ouh Hie..!!"

"hIe DarLInG..WeI..BroTheR..FaStEr LEh.."

" ArLowW..AunTy"

"itS BcOZ I sYg U Mah..!!"

i Noe..I admIt..abIt CrazY..HahA..Even My CollEuges aGrEE. wiT mE..

weLL i SaY " dUn Mind me..Im abIt CraZy.."

TheY sAy " Now U nOe.."

We weRe LikE "hAHAH..!!!!"

And Nt OnlY DAt..

ToDae I im FillEd WiT LURVE...

he wAs Like layan me baik2 skali..infact he layan me bak puteri..

gagaga..!!( think..??)

sumtimes he do buli me..like cube nk anuh flour at me

and juz now he tarik my cap..bt dat was bcoz i called him aunty...haha..!! bcoz he had to do loBby..

alOt of things happen recently..

bt to many to say..

yah..!!

recently also had a fight wit my mother..n she kept complaining it to my father...

den fight wit both of them...

which give me no choice bt to tell my father..how they neglect me..

watever it is..it seem they like dun we to stay in e house anymore..

my father say "lebih baik kau bungkus pakaian kau..keluar dari rumah ini.."

nt juz once they have said it..several times..

bt there was one time i did dat..[ fight which involve my kasen]

my mum was like threatening me..

"kau berani keluar dari rumah ni..aku bunuh kau.."

i was like wat e heck..u halau me keluar dari rumah..n now..??

i juz think my mum is crazy bcoz she rembat my maid..until she run away..

i was wishing e maid take action..bt no news of her from e agent..

wat a nice maid..

i like e way she work..

everything was very clean..ur house feel like in heaven..

.....toDae TopIcs....

MostLy AboUt CrazY N GilErR...

----FiQaH-----

Statement of Love: The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand - I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck - I want you
4. Kiss on the lips - I love you
5. Kiss on the ears - I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else - Lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes - Kiss me
8. Playing with your hair - I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist - I love you to much to let you go

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say "I miss you"
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. ecause once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of ! their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt...

MorE pIchAss..!!

cute...

lUrvE e HairdO...!!!

unDEr e LigHt..!!

Yeah..i nOe...

YEAH...I nOe...

my BlOg is PlaIn..n WiLl AlWAyS bE...

It Juz sHoWs..How I leAd My LIfE...

im A SIMPLE persOn n LEaD a BuBBLy liFe...

...LikE evEryOne Im A pErsON WiT fEeLinGs..

Im SenSitIve ABiT..Bt AlwAyS bUbbLy...CheErFuL...

..MuSt SaY DAt Im AbiT Of AttEnTioN sEekEeR...YeaH..mOst PpL Do DAT...

..Im oUt-GoIn...

HoRRiBle SumTiMes...

AlwaYs GiVinG a CoMmEnT...

AND....

I AlwAyS CanT sTaY STILL...

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...FiQAH LURVE.....

...Her SisTaS...

Her LiSteNinG EaR...

...HEr GErlFreNS...

...HEr BoiFreNz...

..HeR SoUlmaTe...n HeaRtaChE...

...MosTLy ShE lOve EVERYONE..WHo is NicE to her...

...ShE lUrVE...PINK..!!

sHe LUrVe..HeR BrO...

N whEn goT mOneY...

SHe LUrVE..

To ShoP...

BlaNja HeR BroS..

..N sIStaS...

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FiQaH...

ME..!! yup2 me..

YAHOO..!!

yuP2..2moro my first pay..!!

so here's e plan...im goin out wit hajarr, fizah n fatinn on e 30th nov...

im gonna belanja dem han river at eastpoint..

den do bit of shopping n take neoprints...

ALL wit my gorgeous sistas...

yeah...

get e result for e subject allocation thingy...

yup2..me same class wit hajarr, fizah n myra..!!frenz eva guys..!!

fate noes dat we cnnot b seperated..!!

hahaxx..!!

n of coz above all dis..

im crazy wit my crazy sista..TRISHAL..!!!

Hahaxx..

we're totally crazy wen goin out 2gether..!!

yeah i guess dats it...

n..n..check out does pics..i mean i loved it..!!

dada...

MorE pIchAss..!!

My BroS...

uniquely sinGapore..!!

e merlion..!!

its me again..!!

Hie GerFreN..!!

its Juz me again..!!

feeling kind of high n crazy todae...

fiqah biasa ah...

bt yah..im good..!!

so..i clean my room...folded all my clothes...washes my clothes....

yah..i guess..im good...

so..2moro off....

ouh no..!!!

nt to see her at home..

cnt go out..!!no pants..!![bt i promised..my dis month pay..i go to penni n buy pants...n clothes..!!]

lets go shopping..!!

yup...

so next is to update pics...i guess...

yah2..

......nothing else i guess.....

im actuali bored...

cnt go to slep..n so im on e net...

YAH..!!i thiNk dats It...!!

***FiQaH***

Im sTill stuCk To e Com..!!

i promise dis willl be my last posr for today..[cross fingure..haha..]

alimost a month i work at kfc...

not bad actually..

i realised its better u work holidays time coz of more pay..

holidays u tend to work more days..therefore u get more pay...

they stert paying me frm e 29 of oct...

untill now..e 12 nov..i dun noe lah..bt until e 17 my pay will be 360...exclucluding my off day..

i mean its alot den i imagine...

.............

yup2...

ouhya...

dat dae i finished work...arnd 1045 pm...

outside e kfc gt few guys was like saying...'cm pernah npk jer ni pompuan..'

den they shouted..'fiqah..!!'

i was shocked..!!coz e fact is i noe none of dem...

puzzled..! actually..!! they look at me wit dat kind of face...

i dare not look..at juz walk away...

takut jugak i....

and yah..!!

work doesnt mean tiring...im not tired..most of all im having FUN!!

Duh..!! and Im In LurVE..!!

wit SomeoNe who work there too...

and there was alot of new comers..

i was about almost a month..

they are juz..2-3 days old..i thought im e youngest..

so they are recruiting more ppl..coz alot want to resign..

..PooR..pOoR kfc....

gosh its late..!! i need a SlleP..!! cath u latErr..

i guess wen im fRee..!!

BbYe..

****FiQaH****

...Juz A few UpdatEs...

u noe me best..??

ANYONE..??

Why am i like dis..??

i had dis feeling bt yet dun noe wat it is..??!!

i wnt to noe wat it is..!!

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ppL keeP LooKinG fOr me..!![ my deaR im busY..!1]

My LifE is okaY..[i guess..??!!]

bt at home feeL like loCking myselF in e room nt to come out to see mY mum..!!

theres alwaes things to fight our unhappiness amoung us...

dun noe why..

bt i guess..she hated me so much..

ader ke patut dier jeling aku...

my mum i used to noe is not like dat..and i juz miss my mum..!!

why do u hav to change..?

how i miss e old u..

and how i miss talking to u..

now..where cn i share my problem??

who noes me aniwae..

at home im juz alone..

no one notice me except for my dad....

how could u..??!!

u let me suffer dis..??

mum i miss u..!!must i be like dis forever,..??

why did u have to go..

PLZ COME BACK...

:(

wish upon e star...

I wished upon a shooting star

Falling to it's death

My wish came true

It brought me you

But only to show me

Share with me

What I can't have

I am like a star

Flickering in the night

One minute you make me feel so right

The next second I run away

Afraid of being happy

I am an angel with a broken wing

I hide it with a mask

I have so many deep wounds

I have been scared

It is not my fault

I am this way

He did it to me

He cut me so deep

So much hurt insideI

have hidden it well

But my heart has been torn

I feel like Hell

Please heal my wounds

Help me to love you

I already do

Help me to stay by your side

Before I fall to my lonely death

Just like the star that brought

me you

FiQaH...writtInG...

miE...?? In Love agAin..??
Dis TiMe iTS 4 ReaL..!!! I juZ cNt SlEeP..alWaYs ThiNkiNg BoUt Him..!!
im Juz CraZy BouT di gUy..!! Far BettEr DeN SC..!!
i Had To MAKe a ChoIce To Forget sc..cOZ I nOE hE nEvA GoNNa BE mINe..n bTw..hE hAS sOMEoNE..!!
bUT WHY mUSt Dis gUy Hav e SamE namE as SC,..!!! LucKilY Its DiFFeREnT spellIng.!!


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CurreNtLy Im baCk frM Cahlet 4 DAES 3 NITeS FOR My CASe..cOZ IM E EXCo MEMbERS wHIcH mEAn WE gOt To SaT aNOtHER nItE...Dat LAsT dae n NiTes waS a Real fun chaleT To Me..evEn e REst SaiD sO..It waS Far BettEr Den e 3 Daes 2 NitEs Chalet...
COOL..!! FuN..!! sLeeP AniTimE u WnT..WakE uP anItIme U WnT..n Do anIthiNg U wnT..!!
i learNt To pLAy e PSP...SshH..[i Udes Not To nOe playiNg Dat...]


i gueSs datS it...


ouh Yeah.., currEntly i start woRkinG at KFC, bedoK..
Ok lAh..not bad..get To Noe DiffEreNt kinD of ppl n theIr bEhaViors..
n All niCe ppL DEre...

----FiQaH-----

A ChAnCe...

Everytime I lay down
It feels so good for me to have you this way
The only other thing I wish I had was a chance
A chance To tell you how I feel about you
And how it feels to live without a chance
A chance To tell you I'll love you forever
Knowing that I'll never have a chance
Sometimes reality hurts
And you wonder if life's worth Living at all
Knowing no matter how much you care
You'll never have a prayer Of having what you want
At least I've been close enough
I could taste Beauty at it's best
But never a trace of a chance




Absence
~ Pablo Neruda

I have scarcely left you
when you go in me, crystalline,
or trembling,
or uneasy,
wounded by me
or overwhelmed with love,
as when your eyes
close upon the gift of life
that without cease I give you.
My love,we have found each other
thirsty and we have
drunk up all the water and the blood,
we found each other
hungryand we bit each other
as fire bites,leaving wounds in us
.But wait for me,
keep for me your sweetness.
I will give you too
a rose.

Romeo and Juliet
Act 2, Scene 2
ROMEO
But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?
It is the east, and Juliet is the sun.
Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,
Who is already sick and pale with grief,
That thou her maid art far more fair than she
:Be not her maid, since she is envious;
Her vestal livery is but sick and green
And none but fools do wear it;
cast it off.
It is my lady, O, it is my love!O,
that she knew she were!
She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that?
Her eye discourses; I will answer it.I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks:
Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven,
Having some business, do entreat her eyes
To twinkle in their spheres till they return.What if her eyes were there, they in her head?
The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars,
As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heavenWould through the airy region stream so bright
That birds would sing and think it were not night.
See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand!O, t
hat I were a glove upon that hand,
That I might touch that cheek!

JULIET

Ay me!

ROMEO
She speaks
:O, speak again, bright angel! for thou art
As glorious to this night,
being o'er my head
As is a winged messenger of heaven
Unto the white-upturned wondering eyes
Of mortals that fall back to gaze on him
When he bestrides the lazy-pacing clouds
And sails upon the bosom of the air.
JULIET
O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,And I'll no longer be a Capulet.
ROMEO
[Aside] Shall I hear more, or shall I speak at this?
JULIET
'Tis but thy name that is my enemy;
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.What's Montague?
it is nor hand, nor foot,Nor arm, nor face, nor any other part
Belonging to a man. O, be some other name!What's in a name?
that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet;
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call'd,
Retain that dear perfection which he owes
Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name,
And for that name which is no part of theeTake all myself.
~ William Shakespeare

" WhaT iS LoVe..??"

"Just because someone doesn't love you in the way you want them to, doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they've got. "

"For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it. "
Ivan Panin

"Even a very small degree of hope is enough to cause the birth of love."
Stendhal

"You may only be one person to the world, but you may also be the world to one person." "We learn only from those we love."
Johann Von Eckermann

"My advice to you is not to inquire why or whither, but just enjoy your ice cream while it is on your plate."
Thornton Wilder

'

;

..11 Signs u like someone alot..

ELEVEN:You walk really slow when you're withthem.
TEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.
N INE:You smile when you hear their voice.
EI GHT:When you look at them, you can't seethe other people around you, you justsee him/her.
SIX:They're all you think about.
FI VE:You realize you're always smiling whenyou're looking at them.
FOU R:You would do anything for them, justto see them.
THR EE:While reading this, there was oneperson on your mind this whole time.
TWO :You were so busy thinking about thatperson, you didnt notice number sevenwas missing
O NE:You just scrolled up to check & arenow silently laughing at yourself.



AnD u Noe Wat...I mIss SEVEN...

It wasn't meant to be

In solace I cry
Leaving one for whom I'd die
Only to find the tears that fell
Venus damned me to frolick in hell
Ever after the story closed
Yet "happy" never scarred the prose
On and on, i wish again
Upon that star for my life to end
Another "I love you" gone to waste
My love for you has soiled its taste
A being that could bring much woe
Leaving nothing and nothing more
Into the dark I look for love
Never once i thought the one from above
'Angel', she cried, self-proclaimed.
Could high such pride and joy in shame
Hold me high and crumble down
Another lesson, a love, a frown
Now he's gone....

Your heart like a winter night

You passed me by,
didn't speak, didnt smile,
going off with an angry head toss
you left me 'neath the cold moonlight
Your heart like a winter night.
I phoned to you,
write letters, no reply,
Take back those words unkind, I implore
You turned from me in bitter spite
Your heart like a winter night.
I've lost it all
love gone, so alone
I'm torn to shreds, my heart is mocked
You've left me such a sorry sight
Your heart like a winter night.
Now at Death's door
Shadows fall o'er my heart
Take back those words unkind, I beseech
I fake a laugh, I speak in fright
your heart like a winter night.
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....thriving on sorrow and the shadows of the night. I seek solace in pale moonlite, pondering...pondering...how could such lovely eyes be blind?

I am but...warped and twisted

Hidden secret nobody knows
Can't tell anyone, thats how it goes
Harsh words and violent blows
"Raging rivers, gently never flow."
My eyes are open, my hands are fisted
Deep inside i'm warped and twisted
"Too many whens, too many whys
so many tricks, so many lies."
I'm not special, i'm not gifted
I'm just me, warped and twisted.
Sleeping awake choking on dreams
To many things that are not what they seem
Call my mind, the numbers unlisted
Deep inside, im warped and twisted.
On my knees alive but dead
I can't stop the voices in my head
Look at the blood my razor sheds
You'd think by now I would be dead
Am i too far gone? my mind was drifted
I'm just totally warped and twisted
Burnt out, washed up empty and hollow
Today is just yesterdays tomorrow
The sun goes down, the moon is lifted
and I'm still here warped and twisted.
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......tis was written in view of what happened a few months ago on self-reflection. Nay, i wasn't proud but i lost everything and the only "one" i so longed for. Till my pen bleeds its ink again.....

Who I Want to Meet:

An angel sent just for me...
Someone to share problems, happiness, everything with... One who will change me for the better... Someone i'm afraid to be around with... Someone like ...lips of an angel, eyes representing the stars, heart purer than anything else... Voice that soothes, smile that melts...I love you... Like the flower loves the sun... I'll protect you, like the thorns of the rose... I need you, more than i'd need myself...It's real, i promise... Trust me...

another dae...another post...

on...
05/10/2007
im havin alot of FUN wit my BESTIES!! [hajar, myra, peah, nurul, shark..]
haha..the best part is the true or dare game..haha..neva imagine we did dat..!! shark was choosing dare..so she had to take the construction worker boot and hide it behind the pilar..
so on and on..den it was my turn..i choose dare..they dare me to take dat boot and put it the middle of the road..i did it..bt i took it and run den i juz throw it in the middle of the road..it was DAMN FUNNY..!!! LOL..!! we r actuali cheering MYRA up coz she was upset wit the math paper we took todae..[ hey gerl, rileks ah..u studied very hard 4 it ..!!i noe u cn make it..!!i believe in u..!!Dun loSt hope okae..!!:)]

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Oh gosh...wen will u change..??
cn u stop bothering me..??i mean mayb nt u bt ur shadows does..!!
I HATE IT..!!B urself gerl..u told me dat u i change..??
Well, i was myself all dis while..ah..no use toking bout dis coz u neva listen to me..
u will regret 1 dae..

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i n hajar juz miss hangin out wit her..wen will she undrstand e situation..?? dat fucking ass gerl is a bad influence to u gerl..!! cnt u c it..?? it will lead u to sumtin dat u regret 1 dae..!!
i thiught dat dae was a wake up call to u..!! U did notin bout it..?? ur result may b beta den me..bt ur att. is worse den an animal..!! u're sumone hu forgets frens...!!! i n hajar almost cry toking bout u...i did cry bout u wit hajar...CLIMATE CHANGES BT NEVA IS HEART...PLZ B e OLD U..!!

**HEarTBrOkEn**

I felt the need to be with you forever the want for you to hold me in your arms so tight we had a great love the first time you kissed me. I couldn't have been happier for all the times you said you'd love me until like you were going to loose me but baby i'm still alive the night you said it wasn't goin to work between us.I thought my life was at end.I cried for hours a day.I saw you with other girls the pain I felt was indescribable how could you hurt me so bad why do I flinch every time I hear the name __*******_____ all the words you said all the kisses we shared all the love we made was it all just a game but it was love just the same its been a few months since. I've last spoken to you but not a day goes by that I haven't thought of you i have one last question the remaining thought on my mind which in truth is going to be followed by many others. I want to know, _*******______ was it wasted love

**HEarTBrOkEn**

I felt the need to be with you forever the want for you to hold me in your arms so tight we had a great love the first time you kissed me. I couldn't have been happier for all the times you said you'd love me until like you were going to loose me but baby i'm still alive the night you said it wasn't goin to work between us.I thought my life was at end.I cried for hours a day.I saw you with other girls the pain I felt was indescribable how could you hurt me so bad why do I flinch every time I hear the name __*******_____ all the words you said all the kisses we shared all the love we made was it all just a game but it was love just the same its been a few months since. I've last spoken to you but not a day goes by that I haven't thought of you i have one last question the remaining thought on my mind which in truth is going to be followed by many others. I want to know, _*******______ was it wasted love

I promise

"I promise, I promise
to stay by your side."
So where are you now?
Looks like you lied.
"I promise I promise
we'll always be friends."
Another torn promise,
you ran in the end.
It wouldn't be right
to beg or to cry.
You don't have to wait
for an old friend to die.
You don't need to stay
when your heart wants to run.
you've done enough now
you loaded my gun
you opened the bottle
put the pills in my palm
and left me alone,
to wait for the calm.
"I promise to write
I promise to call."
I sat by the window
as spring turned to fall.
"I promise, I promise"
now look what you've done
in so many words
you loaded my gun.
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......so much it seems the words of Man. But as said, the world's a stage and people are but the players. Written in thought of how it would be like to have to wait for someone...to wait....and wait......in vain.

JuZ AnoTheR Day..

HELLO AGAIN..!!

------>>FiQaH<<-------

Went to MyRA house juz noW..was waitiNg fOr My Abg..LmBat GilEr seY..SempaT tNgok tV kaT umAH Dier..BlaJaR GeOg..AND MAnDi Kat SAnEr..!!her House is Like A cyber CaFe..AhAkzZ..ShaRk Was SO FuNii..!! N SheS AlwAeS FuNII..RacHel LooKs faScINatEd wIt The WaTer BabIeS..Juz LikE mS NuR..

In The MOrNinG..

was LaTe for SkUl...Do U beLievE i ActuAllY Cry CoZ i Was LAte..?/!! WeLL, I dId..My Mum GAve Me $10..So i TooK the cAB..AND i Wasnt Late..[ I LurVe U Mum..!!] ..

[ ExaM][ TerrIfIed][No HoPe..]

...ToDae Was ScI papeR..peopLe KeeP AsKiNg " how Do U Find The PaPer?"

..I SERIOUSLY...hav no FeeLinGs FoR tHE pApEr..

2MoRo iS geOg..A KonFerM No HopE..

FollOw By LiT..Fri Is MaTh..MoN..Is MAlAy P2..And The lAsT Day Is Math p1..[ ATLAST..!!LASt PAPER..!!!]

[Hu am I.??][HeLp FiqAh In FinDinG Her LoSt IdenTiTy][JK][juZ 4 FuN]

[ im A bItCh..!!][i Noe Dat..!!]

[ tO sOmeOne EyEs..]

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......JuZ MisS u.....

Hav U evA fELt Like Dis B4..?
HaV u Eva ThinK aBOut My FeeLinGs..??
U NevA caRe..N u Juz Dun Noe The MeanInG of the WorD "LOVE"
i ThiNk U shoUld ConSiDer It AgaIn...
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Now..MalaY lEssOn...
mY loVe Is CompLicaTed....HaizZ...I guEss It Juz A wAiT..

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im Ok WiT dat gErL...I guEsS...But StIlL DiS unComForTAbLE FeEliNgS Wit HEr...NVM...

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HahA..I waTcH High SkuL muSicAl 2.. N i LurVe it..!!!

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WatEvA..!! aCtUaLi..I Dun Wat To WriTe....

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Ouh YAh..YesTerDae..N thE Few DayS B4 i StuDy WiT uMAiRaH..Its NicE hanGiNg OuT wIt DeM...


GtG...ByeBye...

[dis pic is tken during NDP...from left; trishal, clara,mie,atiN, "mY" preCiouS daD...!!! n FizaH..]

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i kener SAbo...someone blackmail me...oh no..!! someone make an email and sent photos of my fren to lots of people...i make police report then...

its okae....

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recently back fron ATC;adventure training camp, meet faizal again..!! hah..!!! miss him sak..!!!

he pujuk me when i cried dat day...rindu faizal..!!!

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ByezZ2..!!!

RinDu FaizaL n RusLi..

.......HaizZ.....mengelUh sekejap-...

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I juZ lUrvE SC too MucH..!!

laTElY iM oKAE wIT hIM...hE UsED tO AVOID Me..........BUt NOw He BAeK sEy WIt Me..!!!

i LuRVE hIM..

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mY 'fIGhT' WIT dAT bABi..OVeR oLEDi...BUT tHE wAY SHe TrEATeD my mY fRENz wAS lIKe sUX..mCM nK KoREK LUBAnG jUBo dIER....
akU SabAr SaK ngan dieR...!!
She lIke SukEr sngaT pAkAi SluAr Kat BawaH2...PantaT lAwa tk per gak..Npk CLEARLY..!! TabuNg MasJid YanG terDekaT..DermA lah SapEr2 kAlO nK..KonFerM dUit BacIn N jaDi HaraM lak Tu...
BajU pAKAi kETAt2..!!InGat laWar Lah NpK BabAt DiEr...BABAT MACHINE..!!
kK LAh...JgN SinDiR DieR bnYk2..KesIAN NanTi BAliK BlaNg Mak...
PamPerS..!! BAliK bLAng Mak UAt Kn Susu K...??!!!
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HeheXx...

WAs LAte 4 AkUl Alot Of TimE.....
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DiD maTh TesT quItE Well....

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BbYeZz..!!!

hey..!!

LifE is GooD LateLy...

AtlAst i let All daT InsiDe My hEarT Out To HeR..!!! She AccUsed mE of BeinG a Liar...But She GeT Bad A tighT 'SlaP' baCk AftR TheY toLd Her The TrUtH..!!
I NeVa telL lieS n Dats 4 SurE..(I meaN whiTe Lies Is OkaEzZ) BuT neVa evEr LieD On Yhe daY n So oN WEn I ConFroNt Her..
She Gave Me dIs Big AttitUde fAce..!! N i WaS likE waTeva Arh..Dun Big FucK hEre ArH..!! All the mInahZz LoOk at HeR kOnfErm DaH keNe RemBat..!! haIzZ..i TahaN her OnlY Arh..!! jeliNg2 orG..piKir Mata Maner NyeR lAwa Per..NeneK mOyaNg AKu nyuEr Lagi laWa Sak..

wateva Arh Wit Her...She WeaR aloT Of PampErs At hOme Sak..!!so PamperEd..!! Mak Tak AjaR ugAma ArH..!! tK tau MAlU..N shE iS so CHEAP..!!


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I miSs NDp..dats 4 SurE...
i Was sEleCteD iN thE GOH traininG n Im WorrIed CoZ it Was The FasTinG mNth..!!

neVamInd...!!!

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SigNinG oFf...
ANAKCIKRUSLI

TiMe To UpdaTe Photos..!!

Racial HarmOny day..!!

All ThE mInahzZ Illegal gaTherIng..!! and The FrieNdLy FreNz gather To Take a SnaP..!!

BdaE BaSh..!! alL CovErEd Up Wit FloUr..!!

NDP meMorIeS WiT The MarshallEr...OuhKK..I duNnOe How to SpeLl..lets juz saY uSheR..

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MissEs NDP loTsS..!!! HaizZ..!! eveRyoNe Cried Wen It EndEd..!!! Hah..!! so saD partInG away..!!

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i Had dis fRen Hu Is Loner..shE tHe tyPe dat irrIatatE PpL n HaV No OrigiNaliTy..!!

she had Dis "fighT" every sinGlE tIme wiT all The FreNzz She Had MakE wiT... soTheRes Dis 1 Time i layaN hEr VerY well..Den ShE caMe uP to me and saiD daT i rEgardEd U as mY BesT freN..!! i was LikE waT tHe HeLl..?? PLZ lar..!! hu WanT To B Ur Fren..??!! can u STOP acTinG lIke mInah deN regard UrseLf As My FreN..N juZ To TeLl U daT SEDAR LAH DIRI AND U R MINAH TAK MENJADI..!! eVerYoNe AgrEeD wIt Me...

ChanGe UrseLf GerL...

DamN It Im ToO in LurVe WiT U...!!!!

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My lIfe Was GreAt AfTR i FaLl In LurVe..!!!!!
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He is A grEat gUy...!!! he'S EverYoNe DreaM GuY..!!!
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KklArZz..!!!! In LurVe...!!! hahaXX....
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wat HAppEneD lateLy in skuL..???

I waS selEcteD to Do The DeclaRatIon 4 The RAciaL harmOny Day...

Mie My bElovEd FrenZ r The SkuL nE ambbaSadOr....!!!!!

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gtgGtg...!!! At sKUl NOw Sia..!!!

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Mie LurVE Sc LOtS..!!!.........................~~~~~~~~~~~~



GOD dAmN It Ah...!!! EverYoNE StaRt To lUrve U...!! And Im ScaRed To LosE U....!!
hey BabY, U nOE i LuRve U tOo mUch Dat I caNt B seperaTed JuZ 4 A seconD..!!!i Want U toO b By mYsidE...!!!
Ur iDenTitY oN cYbeR WiLl B ProteCred Cyg..!!!
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TanXX 4 The huG N kiSsEs...!!! LurVe u LarH...!!! MUackZz MuacKzZ...!!!
u REalI briGhtEn My DaE....U makE fUlL Use Of mE....
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kKaEz...LetS 4geT Dat WhoLe THinG AboVE aRH.....Juz ExpResSing How MuCh i lUrvE mY CyG.....

SkuL WaS tErrIBle SaK BileR asYik2 TukAr2 CikgUzZ......
Math TeaCheR waS thE WorSt..!!!Arh TK pahAm SeY...!!!mS NoR iS ThE WorSt cIkgu SeY...Want Ms tAn Alikzz..!!!
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I iN NDP...!!! FuN sIoL..AnyAk KWnzZ BlH Knal2 nGN..!!! RezUwan iS jUz A nICe "Abg" kAt saNeR...!!!...klaKar Sey.....KekeKzZ ALL ThE wAy SEy...!!! And I LUrVE AyaH RusLi..!!! TAnXx AyaH 4 TakinG CAre aNd ShowinG me LuRvE Kat NDP...!! RaMai Yg JeaLouS nanTi...!!! TanXx 4 KoliNg Me sAyAng..!!!
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ChaOWzZ